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by I'm Not Here

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released October 14, 2015

Written and recorded in my bedroom using my acoustic guitar and my computer and nothing else because I have no money, between January and September 2015

All of these songs were written and recorded by me EXCEPT "Tom Waits" (cover of "Take It With Me" by Tom Waits) and "Teenage Fanclub" (cover of "Mad Dog 20/20 by Teenage Fanclub)

Also, on "Words" Sweetlang plays lead guitar and Jordan Thewlis plays bongos





OH NO LOVE, YOU'RE NOT ALONE

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Track Name: Give It a Day
I, i heard, said you, I am, I know
Know
Everything is nothing else
Nothing else

You and me
were
doomed from the start

And I never wanted anything
I never wanted anything
I


You never needed anything from me
and I needed everything from you
Track Name: A Feeling That I Can't Put Into Words (Inter)
I got nothin for this one
Track Name: Sometimes Late at Night My Dog Gives Me This Really Sad Look and I Look Back At Her And I'm Like, I Feel You, Man
I'm sorry, its been a month
You told me not to call,
I acted dumb
But if you think about it,
That's not news to anyone

You know I haven't gone to sleep in days
I think my hair is falling out
I never know what to say
and my anxiety is killing me

And I'm so scared of my existence,
I've been so lonely ever since
You told me
I could never be the one
And the truth only hurts when you're the one being told to go,
Well I'll be going soon

You know I never hear what you tell me at all
(I'm sorry about that)
Track Name: Pessimistic and Drunk as Fuck
Hold me close and hold me fast
I know the good things are never gonna last

Hold me close and hold me tight
Keep me here or I'll be gone tonight

She's in my heart forever
I don't know where I am
She's in my heart forever
I don't know where I am
Track Name: Always On My Mind
So the other day, I was walking around by myself when I turned the corner and I thought I saw her standin there smokin a cigarette
I knew it wasn't her
Because she's a couple thousand miles away
But I continued to stare anyway and dream

Her eyes are like sunshine
Shining on me
Her eyes are like sunshine
Shining on me

So anyways, I just kept walkin,
doin nothin,
goin nowhere,
when I came upon a field of grass
and I decided to sit down
Now this field wasn't too nice or extraordinary or anything like that, it was just a field of grass
But that was all I needed
I started smoking, and saw the wind blowin some flowers in front of me,
and a song popped in my head it went

Dance of the daisies
Dancin so free
Her eyes are like sunshine
Shining on me

So the other day I was just sittin in my room doin nothing when I thought to myself "what are you doing with your life?"
and i didn't have any answers for that but I just kept thinkin the same thing over and over again

Her eyes are like sunshine
Shining on me
Track Name: Tom Waits (inter)
The phone's off the hook
No one knows where we are
It's been a long time since I drank champagne

The ocean is blue
As blue as your eyes
I'm gonna take it with me when I go

-written by Tom Waits
Track Name: Tell Me
Tell me to go away
I think I want to get away from you
Tell me to go away
I think I want to get away from you
Tell me to go away
I think I want to get away from you
Tell me to go away
I think I want to get away from you

Tell me not to go
Tell me not to go
Tell me I don't have to leave
If you tell me what to be
I think I'll find it
Track Name: She's Like A Cigarette
She's like a cigarette
The idea of her is what gets me up in the morning
She makes me feel relaxed
and excited
and happier than I ever remember being without her

But that feeling is temporary

When she leaves
I get an empty feeling
A sadness I don't quite understand

She always leaves me craving more
Track Name: Great White
Ships roll in
Let things begin
Step on my feet
Give me somethin to eat
Watchin away
Hidin today

Shoot me down
Push me around

Hidin dry
Feelin high
Hidin dry
Leave it behind
Track Name: Forever Doesn't Sound That Long To Me
She is so beautiful
She is so beautiful
I'll wait forever
Track Name: Another Love Song
When I wake up,
Your face is the first thing I see
When I go out,
With you is where I wanna be
And I miss you,
Every second that you're gone
When I see you smile,
The world lights up like the first rays of dawn

And I wanna be with you,
There's nothing else I'd rather do
I wanna know when I go to sleep,
That you'll be lying next to me

I wanna take care of you when you're sick and old and grey
And I want to smoke weed with you every day
And I don't care what other people have to say
I just want you to say you love me too
Track Name: August
Everything is falling out of place
and I could leave without a trace
Everything is falling out of place
and I could leave without a trace

And I'm done apologizing for loving you
And I'm done being sorry for the way I feel
And it might be stupid
And I know it might be selfish
But sometimes a friend is not enough
Track Name: Big Ship
I wanna go
I wanna go away
I wanna go
I wanna go away
But some didn't get away
I wanna get away

Big ship is comin into view
And I don't know where it's goin
I wanna get on it and fly away
But I know the ship's in my head
Track Name: That Weird Feeling I Get When I Can't Sleep
Children are growing
Flowers are blooming
And I'm alone

People are living
People are dying
And I'm alone

We're all alone
We're all alone
Track Name: A Cold Winter Night (Interlude)
I'm missing you
Track Name: Leave Me Alone
Lying at the ceiling
When I go
I start to bleed

Gray clouds in the sky
It's not raining
and i don't know why

Leave me alone
Go away
Leave me alone
Go away
Track Name: Let's Kiss as The Waves Kiss Our Feet
The other night I went to a house show
Everything was boring then you walked in
You walked right past me with your pretty eyes and your pretty hair and i couldn't help but stare
stare at you
You didn't even look at me,
you walked right past me like i was invisible
Like i was invisible
Like i was invisible
If i had any courage i would have said the things on my mind
Something like this
I would have walked up to you and said the following things, i wouldve said:

Listen here you pretty stranger
Will you be my friend for a little while
We can go to the beach
And laugh and
Kiss as the waves kiss our feet tonight
Track Name: I'm Still Up and It's 5 AM
I leave you in my dreams
thats why i never fall asleep
but when I fall asleep
waking up is so
hard to wake up in the morning
every morning i go back to sleep
when i go back to sleep
i see you in
again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again
thats why i never go to sleep
i never go to sleep
but somehow
i'm always asleep
but somehow
i'm always asleep
Track Name: A Good Ol Drinkin Song
Well I had too much to drink again last friday
I woke up and my head was killing me
Next time that i go out I'll be thinkin
It's just another part of my fucked up philosophy

So its 1 for the money
2 because I'm free
3 because I'm a little sad
and 4 cause my head is killin me
and 5 for the evening time
and 6 so I can pull my tricks
and 7 I'm runnin out of reasons to drink but I'll do it anyway
so its 8 because its a gettin late
and 9 because I'm feelin fine
and 10 will help me find a friend
and then I start havin trouble walkin
Track Name: Teenage Fanclub (Inter)
If i could ask you how you feel
would you lie or produce a shield
such a long time
drinking this wine
that i dont know

and all my friends keep telling me
that you can't drink or get drunk for free
so i'll admit
while i'm still fit
of my love

that wine was the best girl i ever had
that wine was the best girl i ever had
Track Name: Longing
I'll do anything with you
Come and see the world with me
We can sit around and read
So much of the world to see


We can sit around and read
and I'd be perfectly fine
I'll do anything with you
Track Name: Beating the Crap Out of My Guitar Makes Me Feel Better Sometimes
I'm leaving town
I want to leave here as the sun gets dark
and I
am comin down with something that I really don't
and I
am tired of singing along to words that I don't know
and I
feel like shouting

"Hey Stella
HEY STELLA"

I
Wanna break this city and run away
and I
am waiting to leave
Track Name: Sky
I got nothin for this one either
Track Name: Words (the first song I ever recorded, with a little help from my friends; it starts 50 seconds in and the guitar is out of tune but I love it)
I know who you are
and I know who I am
and I hear what you tell me
and I don't give a damn

Cause I dont know what to say
I got nothin to say
What do you want me to say

I'll say anything for you